Today was the first day thinking about my ex didn’t burn, and what happens? He texts me.. Told me he was in Chicago and it reminded him of me. God did that sting, for a second I thought my lungs collapsed because it brought back all these memories. I got a lump in my throat and wanted to cry, there’s so many things I want to say to him but can’t because he’s with someone else. I left him, and that broke my heart. I think he will always be my biggest what if and I’ll miss him forever. It was my mistake that ended the relationship and I’ve never felt painfully regretful of something until this. It’s eating away at me, I’m falling apart.